Almost
Charles Spurgeon stated that there was a man who was almost saved in a fire but he was burned. There was another who was almost healed of a disease but he died. There was one who was almost reprieved but he was hanged and there are many in hell who were almost saved. See Acts 25 & 26 where King Agrippa was almost persuaded to be a Cristian at the preaching of Paul. Meditate on your condition and write either condemned or forgiven on a piece of paper. You must write one or the other. You cannot sit on the fence. To NOT make a decision, consider yourself condemned. Even if you write "condemned", you can still change it by making a decision for Christ.
We are all running a race. To win, all you have to do is cross the finish line. There is only one condition; to finish successfully you must get off the fence. You may not be the fastest, the most muscular, the most graceful, etc. but you still must get off the fence. Walk, run, crawl if you must but get off the fence and cross the finish line.